It has been awhile

Hello Blog world! No we have not died nor have we had a baby, Ihave just been well not motivated in the blog area. Hmmm , what has happend since April ! In May Jack and I took a not planned trip to Montana ( yes we drove ) His mother passed away and so out we went . It was a good experience and a tired one , I have severe anxiety riding in cars and i know i drove Jack crazy , plus i was 20 some weeks preg so that made it even worse . But it was a good long date for the both of us . We made a small vacation out of it , We went ot Mt Rushmore , the Corn palace and just made some stops along the way . After wards i ended up in the hospital , apparently it isn't recommended for a high risk preg women to drive cross country !

However i do have some good news after that visit to the hospital they have cleared up my kidney problems and have been pylonephritis free since .

Now im just ready to have this baby, Im scheduled for a c section on Aug 20 however on Aug 4 Im going in for an Amnio to see if Tylers lungs are develped so i can deliver early so they don't take chances of me getting sick again .

I am currently 4 centimeters dialted and contracting almost every day so we will see if i make it that far !

Emilee is going to the Beach with Grandma this weekend so i will have a chance to get ready for baby . now i will have my luck and go into labor while my mom is out of town .

Well that is what we have been up to I will keep you posted as far as baby news goes

A whole bunch of Stuff

Sometimes I feel like my life is full of just stuff. My families life has been very interesting lately while dealing with some health issues, new job ( well not really new but we are still adjusting ) a new baby coming and the Terrible twos / almost threes . At least there is an end there .

Last week exactly a week ago today I went to my doctor for my kidney infection and the resident did his exam and said well we will have to put the PICC line back in ( my portable IV ) and start you on some more antibiotics but you can go home . Well since he was a resident he needed to go to his attending who came in did the whole exam again and discovered that from the time that his resident examined me and he came in I had spiked a fever of 102 and was not doing well at all so up to Land D i went again . Keep in mind that this is the 4Th time i have been up on the 3rd floor of Hershey med in a month a half . So i spent the next 4 days in the hospital while my sweet sweet husband , friend Cheri , and my wonderful dad took over the reigns of my kids and made sure that I didn't have to worry about that part of the craziness . Again baby Tyler is doing wonderful and probably has no care in world other than that he is running out of room to roll and flip and move .

Another thing I am struggling well not really struggling with is that fact that yes there will be three kids in our family soon very very soon . Am I capable of handling these wonderful spirits , Why is it that Heavenly father chose me to have another one of his children in our home . Some days i feel like I'm going to lose it and other days i feel like my kids are going to lose it with me . I really feel this is just the frustration of mommy being in the hospital all the time and being juggled around from house to house and just having a sick mommy.

My house is a disaster and i Just don't have the energy to clean , it needs to be done but i just look at it and say oh i will do that tomorrow . I dream of having this nice clean organized house , Some times i wish someone would just come in and get rid of it all and let me start over . Well that is where we have been but I am alive , i m breathing i have a family who loves me and supports me and a wonderful church who is willing to jump in where ever possible and needed I just need to stop being so prideful and ask for the help when needed .

IT IS A BOY !!!!!!!!! AND OTHER STUFF

Well on Saturday I landed in the hospital again for another 6 days for the same darn thing I landed in the hospital for three weeks ago . One good thing that happend there is we discovered that we are having a TYLER. So i have a question do you like TYLER or TYLOR . I like the latter . I was kind of sad that it was a boy .

Tyler is saying Peace be with all of you..

I hope you like the video that Tyler made for all of you. I have talked with him and he was so excited to make this video for you. With that I give you Tyler James Michael Morris.........

Here is Baby Tyler saying Hi to the whole world.

Where has Sarah Been

Hello Blog world! Today is the first day after a month of madness that I have been able to sit and post something . First off Matthew got tubes in his ears at the end of Feb. Yeah , He is a different child . I love it , He sleeps through the night , doesn't whine as much and is more playful and is TALKING . I have waited so long to hear him talk real words and it is amazing what two little plastic tubes will do to ones speech and personality . We have welcomed the terrible twos again . With Emi they are more of the independant attitude with the Smart mouth talking where as with matthew it is the No Stop Mine attitude , but i have the best kids in the world and this to shall pass .

Not to long after we got the tubes , Jack lost his job with Shaw industries but has bounced back and got a job working third shift at a warehouse so Life is good . The Lord knows what he is doing . Not even a couple of days after he lost his job , I landed in the hospital for 8 days . I went to a ward activity and came home feeling sick went to bed around 8 pm and woke up at midnight with the worst pain imaginable i couldn't get comfortable , i couldn't sit , stand , lay walk anything . So the next day i went to the er and was admitted wit the possibility of losing my appendix and or gall bladder . I was transfered from osteopathic hospital because they don't handle OB patients and landed in hershey where they discovered that i had a severe and serious kidney infection . After a week in the hospital and Jack playing mr mom . ( he did an amazing job ) I am home feeling ok sore tired sick but ok . I would have thousands of kids naturally before i ever want to feel that pain again . Ladies imagine the pain . The hospital said you need to go to the bathroom more often and take it easy . HA HA HA I said don't you relize i have two toddlers at home rest isn't an option and i go to the bathroom when i can . Good news and my little miricale inside of me was amazing heart beat of 170 and making me feel little movements like the baby was saying hey mom you might be dying ( not really but i felt like it ) but im dong wonderful . Quite honestly that is all that mattered to me . My family was amazing between my parents and jack my babies were taking care of better than i do and i could rest in the hospital knowing all was well at home .

Well that is all for now . We find out what we are having on the 27 so i will let you all know when i know Im calling girl

IM BACK !!!!!!!!!!!

Ok it has been forever since i have last blogged , however morning sickness ( i don't know why they tease us it isn't just morning sickness it is all day sickness ) has taken over all my functioning for the last couple weeks , my house is a disaster , my kids look like raggamuffins , and i just don't care ok well maybe i care but i can't care . I swear this little baby is a girl , just from past experiences . with Emilees preg i was miserable for all 39 weeks , i hated being preg , i was nasty miserable . With matthews preg , it was wonderful , i felt cute , i felt awesome not sick except some mornings . thsi preg is miserable now it may be becuase i have two little ones to chase around but it is still miserable and to think im only 12 - 13 weeks ugghhhh . So how has the morris family been . Well Jack is at work and then home and then at work , Im either in bed or on the sofa or cooking the kids something to eat . Emilee is growing up so fast and has really shown her personality lately and thanks to my mom and sister she is 90 % potty trained . Matthew started nursery two sundays ago and absoultley HATES IT . it is prob ably because he is such a scheduled little guy and his nap time is 11 which is nursery time . or it could be that he is just not a trusting social little guy and would much rather be with me or grandma . Well that is all for now time to go lay down again im miserable .

Anyone have any suggestions for a cold for a prego women .

UPDATE ON BABY MORRIS NUMBER 3

I know it has been a while but between taking care of Matthew and Emilee and being exhausted , it has been a long month . We went to the doctors on friday and they did an ultrasound , it was really an overwhelming humbling experience . It is always a scary moment for me that first ultrasound , is there just one ( please lord let there only be one ) and is there a heart beat ( That has always and will always be my biggest fear ) Well there was only one baby and one sac and there was a heart beat . However they have changed my due date from Aug 10th to Aug 24th ugh...... All summer super pregnant , with emis 3rd bday in may and matthews 2nd bday in aug ( aug 5th ) I get frustrated when the doctors go by what the ultrasound machine measures me vs the calander . calander wise im almost 10weeks preg but with the machine im measuring at 7 .5 weeks so frustrating . Why do doctors rely on machines i mean what did they do in the olden days , pregnancy is such a natural process and i think sometimes doctors get to excited . Don't get me wrong i am grateful for them adn all they do . They have saved my life in many occasions and have saved my sons life . ( he had rsv and some other issues ) I guess i just know my body and my past babies and delievers ( I always have small babies and they always come early ) SOrry about my rant and rave but it is just frustrating .

Thanks for listening . Hope everyone has a merry christams and hope 2009 is good for everyone