I know it has been a while but between taking care of Matthew and Emilee and being exhausted , it has been a long month . We went to the doctors on friday and they did an ultrasound , it was really an overwhelming humbling experience . It is always a scary moment for me that first ultrasound , is there just one ( please lord let there only be one ) and is there a heart beat ( That has always and will always be my biggest fear ) Well there was only one baby and one sac and there was a heart beat . However they have changed my due date from Aug 10th to Aug 24th ugh...... All summer super pregnant , with emis 3rd bday in may and matthews 2nd bday in aug ( aug 5th ) I get frustrated when the doctors go by what the ultrasound machine measures me vs the calander . calander wise im almost 10weeks preg but with the machine im measuring at 7 .5 weeks so frustrating . Why do doctors rely on machines i mean what did they do in the olden days , pregnancy is such a natural process and i think sometimes doctors get to excited . Don't get me wrong i am grateful for them adn all they do . They have saved my life in many occasions and have saved my sons life . ( he had rsv and some other issues ) I guess i just know my body and my past babies and delievers ( I always have small babies and they always come early ) SOrry about my rant and rave but it is just frustrating .
Thanks for listening . Hope everyone has a merry christams and hope 2009 is good for everyone
Saturday, January 10, 2009
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