HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TYLER

I cannot believe that I am titleing my page this but yes it is true MY BABY IS ONE . Where has the year gone , Istill remember sitting here writing a post about me having him and him being sooo tiny. Well while reality is I still don't have a schedule and my life is still crazy , this little boy brings so much laughter and excitement into our home . He is the most easy going , happy , adventourous baby I have ever had .
Some things that tyler does now are

He can walk however chooses not to . I believe this is because I think he knows that once he starts walking he will be carried alot less .

He loves to EAT , Tyler was never a fan of baby food and went straight to table food and has loved it ever since .

He weighs 20 lbs but is 33 inches long ( his 3 year old brother Matthew is only 35 1/2 inches long ) Poor Matthew has inherited his mommas genes of being short and round .

His words that he can say are , emi , momma , daddy , ba ba ( bottle ) hi , bye bye .

He has to be at my side at all times ( ALL TIMES ) while this can be annoying I am loving every minute of it because he will not be like this forever .

He wants to be like his bigger siblings Emilee and Matthew , sometimes this gets him into trouble

He has started the dreaded habit of biting however it is only ME he will bite .

He is not the best sleeper in the world but sure loves to snuggle

This little guy LOVES EVERYONE and we love him

Happy birthday baby MOMMY LOVES YOU

I was watching a video on a friend of mines facebook page about a father and a son doing the iron man . The son is handicapped however the father was pulling him in a raft while he swam, pushed his wheelchair while he ran , peddled a two person bike with his son on the front . The message of this video reminds me of the love that i have for each of my children and how i want to be there pushing and pulling for them and being their biggest cheerleader . My children are my life and my world without them i have nothing . It is amazing to me the deep deep love that we have for our children and to know that our heavenly fathers love is deeper and stronger for me and for all of us . He is there pushing and pulling and keeps going and going even when we don't want him to . I can remember as a young teenager really just wanting my parents to leave me alone . I'm so glad that they pushed and pulled because without them and there love i would not be where i am or who i am today . I have been struggling lately with finding joy in the journey of motherhood . At times i think am i getting through am i doing enough am i loving them enough . and then i see there sweet innocent faces smiling or laughing or being forgiving and think there is no greater love that i can have for someone then this . Some days the iron man race of life is exhausting and i feel like i can't give any more and somedays i would like to just walk out the door and quit but i can't i have to keep fighting and going and moving forward they need me and i need them . i have been super emotional lately and i don't know if it is still because I'm still somewhat post par tum or what . but i love my Emilee Matthew and Tyler . and we as team Morris will strive to finish this big race of life so we can live together forever . ( oh yeah jack is part of team Morris as well . )
sorry for two sappy posts in a row but it is my feelings .

special moment

Ok so you moms of little kids will get this , but you know how you never really have a quiet moment to think unless you are driving in the car or taking a shower or have locked your self in your room to just have a moment ? Well today I had a chance to haveo ne of those moments and i figured I needed to come home and type it here before i got to busy and forgot ! Emilee Tyler and I went to my cousins little girls birthday party today my mom agreed to take emilee over night tonight so on the way home it was just me and tyler ! I had one of my church cds playing in the car and the song BE STILL MY SOUL came on . I was singing along and then the spirit just touched me in a way i needed it to . Tyler was a sleep and i didn't have any toddlers with me so it was so quiet and still and the thought came to my mind as i have been stressing over some things that my soul needs to BE STILL and that I need to put ALL my trust in Heavennly Father and all things that are important will be taking care of . It brought tears to my eyes and truly my soul was still . I love these little moments where we can be reminded what the real purpose is here and that god knows all things . I know that this a short personal post but it is one i wish to remember so i can look back and remeber that it is ok to be still . I love the quote Be still and know that I am god .
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